Fotolog - even in the darkest night this light shines But what do I win doing this? I would rather be engulfed by de darkness I don't know what I feel... I don't know If I can feel... these days...are diferent there is something strange in the wind I sense something inside of me....growing a diferent emotion, that I had never felt before is this....what I want?...is this what I get for being like I am? I don't know who to trust in these days I can't imagine my life without her... but I don't want that...yet... theres a colorful maiden....that her eyes...petrify me and her personality is something that I was looking for but is there were my life whant to be? and... if it is another ilusion... memories, memories, memories, flashing trough my mind destroying everything in my present being I want to forget...and never to remember I can't control myself anymore... I can't trust anymore, I must not trust anyone I just whant a peaceful life this is very anoying...

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2. burialapplicant even in the darkest night this light shines But what do I win doing this? I would rather be engulfed by de darkness I don't know what I feel... I don't know If I can feel... these days...are diferent there is something strange in the wind I sense something inside of me....growing a diferent emotion, that I had never felt before is this....what I want?...is this what I get for being like I am? I don't know who to trust in these days I can't imagine my life without her... but I don't want that...yet... theres a colorful maiden....that her eyes...petrify me and her personality is something that I was looking for but is there were my life whant to be? and... if it is another ilusion... memories, memories, memories, flashing trough my mind destroying everything in my present being I want to forget...and never to remember I can't control myself anymore... I can't trust anymore, I must not trust anyone I just whant a peaceful life this is very anoying...

23rd Jun 2009